This whole week has been so FCUK up..

Lots of things had happen and it has totally messed up my mind..

**not gonna elaborate what happen**

At the moment, you have totally change my perception of who you really are. You use to be someone that I happen to have feelings with but it has totally changed. You've broke my heart and I'm breaking down just thinking of it. I just don wanna continue crying over you cos' I find that its kinda pointless. I won't neglect u, but I'll just act as if there's nothing wrong between us.

Anyway I'm back from FOR. It was fun even though didn't had much to eat. Mingle around with lots of people. Went night cycling with a bunch of people to Changi Village and back. The WORST part is my butt is still aching. I hope I won't get butt cramps. haha..

But I kinda break down & cried at one point while I was sitting alone by the bench. It suxs to feel this way but shitty things keep cropping up my mind. I'm sry to those people who i happen to give attitude to.. I hope i didnt annoy u.. I'm sry Rina & Corrine for not being my usual self during the night cycle. It wasn't yr fault ok... It was mine.. I'll be alryte...

I think i'll be alryte...
I guess...

Kz Khaz