Sometimes its hard for me to say the truth but I guess the truth reveals itself when you want it to. I just don't know why am I feeling this awkward feeling. It's just been surrounding me ever since. I know I used to not be myself and pretend all this while to be who I'm not. But who am I faking. In a way, I know I should be myself and I've been showing my true self this past few weeks. And I guess people don't really like the real me.

I'm no perfectionist and I do have feelings myself, but to what extent can I be treated this way. I just feel that people whom I know of, don't really treat me as usual as they use to be. Am I just thinking too much. Maybe so, I just don't know.

I'm neither HAPPY nor SAD nor ANGRY. I'm just lost in my emotions.

Anyway I would like to thank all those that have been there for me. I really appreciate that I'm able to release a part of what I've gone through by sharing to you all. Love you all.

Truth hurts when its being kept to long
But knowing the truth hurts even more

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Baby, I appreciate the time that we had together. I'm sorry if I may be a nuisance at times. You know, each time we meet, you make me feel that there's always a brighter side out there. I know both of us are going through tough times personally but I hope you'll be alright. Maybe time will tell.

Baby I love you.

Living in my memories with you being part of it.

Kz Khaz