my feelings..

Its hard for to express how I feel right now but I just don't like the feeling of being lonely at times. Its sucks to feel this way but I just got to be happy and enjoy my life. I stand to believe those people who have been there for me who has encourage me through this years and I'm really fortunate to have them by my side.

I don't know why but this couple of days, I've been seeing lots of my fellow mates feeling depressed or sad. Even though I myself am feeling uncertain about my emotions, but i try my best to be as high and cheerful so as to make my fellow mates cheering again. Maybe its just in me that I'm willing to help others who are in need rather than helping to resolve my own problems. I guess I feel much better helping my friends to be happy again than to be alone reflecting on myself.

I really do not know what i need right now, maybe someone that can encourage me and make me feel better again or someone special in my life..

Talking about love makes me think, why do people want to be in a relationship asap? Is it cause' it's a trend or just barely an experiment for you to try upon. But to me I don't just want a relationship that is not lasting. A relationship is important cause' it touches upon not only your time, but also your emotions & mental. As for me, I know that I've been single for a couple of months but I'm not sure just yet that I'm really ready for another relationship unless my feelings for her is genuine.

I hope that I have some kind of sign or a helping hand to restore my clueless feeling that I've been having this couple of days.

Kz Khaz